Who i was ?... and now, who i am.

Dear Diary,

Of course, you don't know me... So, let me introduce me and explain what was my childhood...

I was the girl of Orabella and Alfonso Selvaggia. My mom was a midwife and Daddy was chemist in Venexia's apothecary. I lived my best years until they died of the plague, i was 12 and had no family anymore. So, 'They' sent me at the orphanage where i was partly raised up. There, i received a hard education and lived unavowable horrors. What horrors ? You will know one day...
But i am sure of one thing : what i lived changed me.

Perhaps all this built my character ? They told me i am a revolted girl with unsubdued temper... I am may be young but not stupid. I will do my best to not revive such horrors ! I learned enough to be independent and my adventurous temper helped me to find a way to flee from that awful place.

Oh, you want me to describe me ?

I think i am an independent, adventurous young girl with the wild spirit. I try to hide my shyness, fears and traumas behind a proud look. I want constantly to show i can manage myself alone in my life. It is often this preoccupation of that demonstration which makes me nervous and aggressive. But i am sure if i manage to be released from hmy crispations, i am then full with constructive dynamism, curiosity and rather easy to live.

It's me now, nearly 19.

Gioia.